Ignition..

We often search for proper contentment in every thing. We feel happy after getting petty things. Which glorifies our face value. If you assuage your desire for something, you feel the difference inside.

All power lies within. To help one understand that our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, but its that we are powerful beyond measure. It is not our darkness but our light that most scares us. There is no divinity in shrinking so that people around us don't feel small. We were all meant to shine, like children do.

It is not in some of us; it’s in all of us. And when we let our light shine, we unconsciously give permission to others to do the same. And when we are liberated from our own fears, our mere presence liberates others.

Its the human experience that state one's purpose for living. The goal should not be just to live, rather it should be "to live for"

All it means is to be human. We just need to know for what reason we are here. Every one need others assistance to do something. In this life, whatever we are doing, have some purpose to serve. We just need to ignite the flame within us.

Fir teri yaad aayi..

"Fir se pyar ki wahi hassi aaj dil mein khilli hai,
rah mein koi aisa sathi humme mila hai,
kya ban payenge hum unke humdum,
yahi sawal ka silsila aaj dil mein macha hai.."

Mithi si hulchal..

"Mithi si ek hulchal aaj is dil mein machi hai
ek baat aaj mann mein aayi hai,
kya aaj bhi unki baatoo mein humari yaadein chuppi hai.."

Yaadoo ka peher..

"Yaadoo ka ek duar jaga hai fir is dil mein kahi,
kal ki mulakat lagti hai aaj sahi,
chodde the humne jo hath kahi,
nahi pata tha thamenge aaj hum wahi.."

Ma..

'Ma' The divine power behind this word is a feeling that every woman feels in her soul.

A lady is said to be lucky when she steps to a 'new world' leaving all her memories behind.
A lady is considered as blessed only, when the nature bestows a star in her arms.
That day she gets reborn.

Being Mom is :

a beautiful feeling for those glittering small eyes wondering at you,
a touchy feeling of those firm hands holding your finger,
a joyful tears rolling from your eyes after seeing those tiny lips smiling,
a breath taking feeling when that angels warms your world by his/her breath,
a moment when a girl becomes a woman after hearing the little one's heartbeats..

Although am not in the league but can feel it that the moment you become a mother, you start respecting your mother even more. All the things she did for you now seem so huge. You start wondering if you can ever repay her for the sacrifices she made for you.

I myself think about this everyday. I always say that my mom is the best mom in the world but have I done enough for her? Will I be as good a mother as she is? I think this is something every girl will ask herself when she becomes a mother. It’s only then that you realize that the bond between a mother and child is the most unbreakable bond in the world. You are her world & she means a world & divine power to you..
I love you mom.. :)

Let go..

I was emotionally attached to numerous things, that I used to possess. Now here by "THINGS" I mean my childhood memories (that a girl has to leave at her "Place" once she steps out to her "Home")

I was attached with those silly teddies I owned, the scrapbooks I got fill since teenage, the collection of friendship bands & other stuffs placed on my table & everywhere in my room.

As some recent events made me realize of how I should not be too attached to anything and memories lie in our hearts and not in worldly possessions. So I started letting go the clutch.

The feeling of letting go is just like a footloose. I just learn to move on which in turn is more liberating. Its all about being positive & remaining happy.

Ultimately, smiling no matter what. As everything happens for some reason. (It seems I am discussing as if what happen to me.. Well, I just got married. So its quite natural that I have to leave those "Things" behind.. Only a thing that bothers me is that now my kid sis gonna take the charge huh!!) x-(

Anyway, coming back, the most important lesson that I learnt in past few months is-
"Lesser the things you have to hold on your back; the farther you will be able to proceed."

"Some people think its holding on that makes one strong- sometimes its letting go.." Think about it.. :)

OMG.. is it..

I was in my own land dreaming about how crazy I am with my friends. Enjoying the non stop fight with my kid sis. Things are going so smoothly, according to my will. I am being served Mom made food. Only tension striking to my mind is where to party coming weekend & where to hangout today. Switching & playing with the channels of an idiot box. Having a Gala time by being a couch potato. Suddenly, a noise interrupted. Later I opened my eyes & than I screamed GOSH!! that was an alarm & Sooner I realized OMG I am married!!

Oops, its just recently that I realized it. Its a sweet realization though but here am not talking in the context of commitment, but of responsibility and daily routine MOSTLY. Well, let's go back to how that happened.

I have been married for almost 5 months to a very loving and caring man and these past months have been a sheer learning curve for me (in terms of household management). Before this I'd never really done the cooking or being this much worried about the laundry & ironing or had anything to do with having a monthly budget (I used to wonder.. Why would anyone need a budget? Life is full of enjoying & have fun!!) But then I understood life is not always fun.

Although, I love learning new things. Thanks to my hub with whose motivation, I am on an edge to begin & learn from basics through books, online resources & observations.

No matter what I do & how I do I have to give my best at it. So I started getting my hands around managing the household.

Now that I am married! I will, for the rest of my life, have to (or at least try to) behave like a responsible adult.. ;)

P.S. God bless me & most importantly my hub!! :p

Char lines..

"Ek baar fir yeh kalam utha hai,
ab tak woh ehsaas humse rutha hai,
humne jag se kuch haseen lamhe lutte hain,
isliye aaj woh ehsaas humse rutha hai.."

"Fir un yaadoo mein khone ka mann karta hai,
un paloo ko galey lagane ka mann karta hai,
bhul chukke hain hum jis kal ko
usse aaj mein badalne ka mann karta hai.."


"Thi yeh meri dastaan,
tere aane se ek kahani bani,
yu toh katt raha tha har ek pal,
magar tere aane se bana apna sunhera kal.."